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| Undefined: Chronicles of My Relationship With Harry Potter by -> lillyfan16 Reviews (43) | Updated : 20/08/08 | Published : 16/03/08 | Romance/Humor | Rating: PG13 This chapter was posted on: 16/03/08 |
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Hey guys, Archie here. So, I’m in this crazy lovey-dovey mood right now…it’s almost sickening. I feel so in love…crazy stuff. Anyway, so I decided to write something about it. This is from Hermione’s POV. The chapter it MAD short…but that’s how all the chapters for this story will be. I’ll probably get quite a few done tonight (I have 2 done at the moment), but this isn’t meant to be a long drawn out fic. It’s basically Hermione reflecting on her relationship with Harry and how things came about. Warning: very unlike a lot of most of my writing. This isn’t very detailed or anything, but, for Hermione, it’s so difficult to put details on love. It’s just…there. I hope you enjoy!!! No Words “Not good enough.” I mutter, shaking my head. I can’t find the word to describe it. Does such a word even exist? How do I portray such bliss? Is that what this is? Is it ‘bliss’? Is that word even effective enough? I quickly flip through the dictionary in my hands to find the correct definition of bliss. Sure, I know what it means, but I want the exact meaning. Bliss--noun: 1. supreme happiness; utter joy or contentment: wedded bliss.2. Theology. The joy of heaven 3. Heaven; paradise: the road to eternal bliss 4. Archaic. A cause of great joy or happiness. ‘Heaven?’ ‘Supreme happiness?’ Were those words good enough? No, this is so much more. It is…it is…amazing? No…it is… How can I depict the feelings he gives me? How can I describe all the flirting and dancing around each other? Gosh, we both knew what we wanted. He liked me, there was no doubt. He was so obvious. Was I that obvious? Some people saw it. We were just so close…it never felt weird to lean against each other or wrestle around for something as stupid as a picture. It was only a matter of time before our friendship became so much more. Did he want it? Yes, yes he did. Did I want it? Honestly, it scared the bloody hell out of me. He was my best friend! How could I just alter such an amazing friendship? What if it didn’t work out? What if things changed and--Oh Gods, I wanted it so bad! Who am I trying to kid? Want? Does that describe it right? Did I want this? Or is it yearn? Need? Desire-to-the-fullest-extent?! Great Wizards!…words are so confusing sometimes! ‘Butterflies in the tummy?’ No…I never felt/feel those. He didn’t make me nervous. My palms always remained dry and cool. It is all so much more than that!
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