Memories haunting my evenings,

Eyes watching me through the moon

I hope my good days aren't over

Not so soon....

I never have seen an angel

I gave up watching the sky

Whisper softly to me honey

But don't lie, don't you lie

He wandered down the dark hallways of the abandon ruins, the stars overhead his only guide. He averted his gaze to the ground - because the stars are too painful to look at as they only remind him of…her.

This had become a nightly routine since starting the dig in Southern Greece. He had done one of the things she had always loved - discovering something new. Ancient Ruins had always been one of her favorite subjects and she had dragged him along to see the Colosseum, the Parthenon, the Great Pyramid of Giza, and other ancient structures. He was living in her memory…but it would never be her.

I still see you when my eyes are closed

And tell me why I can't let go

I still smell you inside of my clothes

Oh, honey

Someday I'll go for the glory

I'll conquer everyone's fears and

For once the ending of the story won't be tears

I have seen too much betrayal

I have heard too many lies

Someday I'll be purple lightening in the skies

He had avoided his world since she had…gone. He'd done what he had been born to do, and after he'd accomplished that, there was nothing left of him but a shadow of what he had once been, what he had once had.

He refused to betray his promise to her…he had the world offered to him, but he turned it down because it no longer mattered. It was surprising how betrayal had torn his life apart. Since the day he was born he had been betrayed…but those times were over now. No more lies. She was gone and he would have to stop lying to himself and learn to live again.

I still see you when my eyes are closed

And tell me why I can't let you go

I still smell you inside of my clothes

Oh, honey...

I can't love anybody but you, oh, honey...

I was alone, I was broken ehh

I needed someone to love

Your love was sticky like honey

Your love was sticky like honey

I said your love was sticky like honey

She pulled him out of his self pity and his grief. She saved him from himself, to only have him get her killed barely two years later. She risked everything for him; her life, her happiness, her future, her friends, and her family, all to have it be taken just as they began their lives.

It seemed like yesterday…the anger and the hurt still with him. But now, more than ever, the emptiness had taken over him and there was no one to pull him back…because she was gone and so was he.

I still see you when my eyes are closed

And tell me why I can't let go

I still smell you inside of my clothes

Oh, honey... woooo oyea

I can't love anybody but you, I'm afraid

Yea but I know it's true

I can't find no one sweeter then you

Oh, honey........

See you, feel you, touch you…can't let go of you

Honey...

Author's Note: I know it's weird and not that great…but if you get the chance, listen to the song…it's called “Honey” by Bonnie Mckee. Thanks, Bye. Sarah